sudden urge to blog was sitting alone at the living room after a shower at 4Am
{did sit ups and some push up yet could help me to fall asleep...}
sitting alone hugging myself tears past flashing back just flash i donnoe why im thinking of you.
how you use to cheer up my days a simple message can make me smile till you screw everything else.seriously i was sad really sad about it... ya ya i know im stupid ok~ i admit it to even think of you.


i could type more.. but i guess better limit myself for the blog...
current mood :unhappie~

what to blog what to blog what to blog?
hurm...
lets start with my "HOLIDAY" well basically im on semester break now.
for a month ^^ wo0ho0 yeppie yayyie ==
nothing to complaint here aint dat bad dis holiday my time doesnt go to waste lolx..
either im out with friends or im at the gym half of the day ^^ aint that great. =D
well today i watched my second clash of titans with my bro =) cant really enjoy the movie coz 1st i have upset stomach this always happen when i consume spicy fo0d! =( don feel eating anything till dinner++++ i keep coughing grrr~~~.... bla bla bla skiping that part.
hurm..
wat else???
oh yeah! lately just realise i have extra care wel.. 1st was my brother 2nd was my sister and 3rd is my god daddy...
my sister told me she felt that daddy QUITE sayang me... hurm i guess so~ daddy and daughter kinda care =)

seriously im happie with it =)

i FINALLY can be consider a DIPLOMA graduate i finish my last lecture for my diploma last friday mean yesterday 09/04/10 im now relaxing at home i dont have any exam paper for my final i cleared all my resit paper??? nah i NEVER have resit paper.. =P just repeat subject X)P but it long ago vanish from my life ^^ 2 years waooo that seriously a blink and 2 years i was 18 i was WAS a freshmen i was new to the college but now it just a WAS so fast soon just a blink i will be finishing my advance diploma a years and 8months 4 months shorter than my diploma years all i know is i met alot of people i found alot buddies which i could be with hearts =) hurm... small part of me kinda felt scare... still clueless on wat am'i aiming for.. i like more to gyming now.. but i trust myself i can still find back the feel that i use to have the feeling of a designers! i know i could find it i trust myself =)

friends pal buddies just remember WE was a D4 we been through alot.. happy sadness mad anger everything together... 2 years is not long is not short is just a moment a moment we shall remember =)

today can be consider as normal day last nite i slept at 6am.. watch starwars till didnt realise what time it is aih.. woke up at 1pm had lunch then pack my stuff for gym did body pump then shower straight went to pavilion bought my nike women cardio glove Rm 63 price consider ok i guess. next saving money for my new gym bag either settle for adidas,nike or other brand donnoe yet saw one nike bag cost about RM175 but i guess i wont buy dat expensive Rm100 would be ok + i get phobia putting my thing in my car now...

the end

bad luck like seem to be following around lately =( grand aunt passed away which i didnt get to see her past CNY... then last Thursday had supper with daddy and yen didnt realise my car had been break in reach home realise my shoe gone i thought i left it at gym but impossible i remember i dump it insde the car with the super big gym bag how come i left it dont bother then next morning my mummy told me your car let people break in nowonder my gym shoe is missing =( 2 days use Rm600 to FIX and buy everything currently in LOw financial everything like out of budget...

New adidas Running shoe Rm200 the cheapest adidas i could get but is better than my previous gym shoe is worth it i guess~

Friday get myself to gym early~ im consider it as early because is in the MORNING!!!! dont think i will be goin at night so might as well burn some in the morning~+ daddy borrowed me hes Starwars collection either im outdated or starwars is old i did watch any of starwars movie lolx.. X)P
me and DaddyMelvin

close up from hes FB pic

things to get NOw is Nike glove i seriously need does now scared one day the barbell goin drop on me so0n or later sweat palm~