FFS(friends for sale)

ok here it go..
is been 1week now since i started to play dis so called ffs
for wat i see...
pple get all over reacted bout they're value???
huh??wat???
well for Me is just for fun nothing much...
i d0nn0e y pple get so0 O.V.E.R. reacted bout it???
do u really make cash???i Mean real cash???
it is just a game...
yes i admit dat i like ffs i make lots of fren
is a W.E.I.R.D place to be~~~~~

CNY 1 234

well..
dis year CNY isnt dat great~
coz im sick..
haiz..
but hey! theres increase of angpau^^
CNY 1- back grandma hse^^as ususal^^
ate alot of stuff at the end b4 the end of 1st CNY day im already taking pills==
CNY2- morning till evening doing nothing
but night???when to my aunt hse^^0k2 nite^^got angpau there lolx..=))
CNY3- when to PJ drive all the way to SS2 visit aunt dat i barely knew=(( lolx...
CNY4- stay home for the whole day^^ wasnt feeling dat gud...=(( been sick like a week

sick on CNY is not fun!!!

happie chinese new year!!!!

wishing all my readers a happie chinese new year^^
gong hey fatt choi!!!!!
yeahyeah^^
hope to0 get lots angpao^^ lolx
-update so0n-

haiz..sien~~~

n0w i just left 2 papers dats are drawing 1 n photography..
haiz..
i d0nn0e wats wrong with me..
dis semester i so0 darn lazy t0 study...
i barely touch the bo0ks to0...
im just to0 much into chatting n stuff...
and n0w im more into my car...
eventhough is n0t brand new car but hey i make gud of it...
haiz..
wats wrong with me...
**s0bs*s0bs**

mE say n0 n0 Me n0 likey...

Me headache...Me really n0 likey likey tamadun..
mE wan cryyyyy....mE bang bang head 0n wall...
Me dieeeee.....ME uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..

but...
Me pray..
mE h0pE pass..

-thAnK yOu-

willing to let go of the past....

i guess now im willing to let go of the past...
a misery dat really hurt my heart.. dat cause by an idiot stupidest ass hole in one guy...
i hate dat guy till the day i die!!!
im willing to let go the feeling of hating myself...
willing to let go how hideous im
willing to let go how fat im!
dis wat he do to me...
i still remember the word he say!!!
u are not worth it to0 leave in dis world because of ur uglinest!
go and die!!!
the word really hurt me thx for dat dude..
i never take a compliment but now i will!!!

WELL..DUDE!
wat i can say it....

now is.............
FUCK OFF!!!!!!

update info bout me!!!

hurm..

today i realize dat i'm.....

make up STUPID.......

i don use make up except lipbalm...

do guys like girls with makeup or without make up???

i tink guys like girls with make up coz they lo0k really gorgeous...

girls without make up usually lo0k empty...

dis is me without make up BUT with edit of contrast..

HOw d0 i love thee!

i just finish my novel...
dat i have for the last 2 days..
the stories make me keep on reading non stop...
its not just the story is the poem dats in it..

HOW Do I LovE ThEE

how do i love thee?let me count the ways.
i love thee depth and breadth and height
my soul can reach,when feeling out of sight
for the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need,by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely,as men strive for Right;
i love thee purely,as they turn from praise.
i love thee with the passion put to use
In my own griefs,and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints,-I love thee with the breath,
Smiles,tears,of all my life!-and,if god choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

this story was telling 3 tales about people who love each other..
even if they were dead...
the first story was bout "night vision" brett noland and shayla
shayla is a girls who have dis very rare disease is called XERODERMA PIGMENTASUM Known as XP..where the sensetivity to the UV ray...human who have dis disease they DIE young coz theres NO cure for it...Brett fall in love with shayla at first shayla was hesitate with the curiosity in Brett bout her...but at last they become an ITEM but suddenly Brett got a news fro shayla parent dat she in the hospital suffer from the UV ray will she at the sea...for ur curiosity why shayla at the sea...on the night before she was found unconcious by the fisher man she receive a news dat her fren kimberly who has the same disease passed away... the sea where the usual place shayla go to0 get away from the prob..butshe was unlucky dat nite coz she cry to0 sleep then when she was awake it was to late the sun are up..after few day shayla admitted to the hospital she passed away...the day shayla passed away her parent give brett a bo0k dat have his phone num..he open the bo0k and there was it a poem -HOW DO I LOVE THEE-

second story was..
a girl who was trap in a love triangle..where she need to choose between a brothers..
the girl name is dana the brothers is bobby and steve..dana was first fall in love with bobby eldest brother when dana fall in love with steve when they both where working for the summer back then dana never knew steve have brother called bobby...they both dana n steve fall in love on dat summer..but since the summer over they kinda lose contact so0 dana end up dating steve brother dat she finally discover..a year have passed by suddenly bobby told dana that steve is coming back for a medical checkup dis news freak dana up..then finnally the day have arrive steve is here when bobby introduce dana to steve dana was scared dat steve would say sumting dat she have been keeping from bobby..but steve din,but when dana was alone at their house steve ask dana "i have been lo0kin for u i been calling up everyone who have the name by dana marie and all i now was there only 4 dana marie here if dat Is ur really name" dana was shock she have no clue daat stevev was lo0king for her...-cut sthe story short- steve went from the medical check up the final result was steve have a brain cancer dat are already in the last stage..during the chemo steve told dana his true feeling on christmas day steve gave dana a poetry bout he told dana read when hes gone..the day was finally here steve die during in his sleep dana cried is been 4month since steve ide dana finally got the courage to read wat steve have give to her..his favourite poem -HOW DO I LOVE THEE-dis was there finaly year bobby gota shcolarship at califonia bobby drop by at dana place saying gud bye to0 her he also give a her an envelope bobby told dana he knew bout her and steve......

thirth story was a girl dat have dis heart problem..she knew a guy while she in the hospital this guy have very sad background he have a criminal record the girl name is laura and the guy name is ramon laura parent barred her from seeing ramon again but she just cam forget bout HIM she find the way to the place he work........few month have passed laura parent decided to move to messisippi where she have a better change to have a heart transplant she was shock bout it..she just have to tell ramon they met up at the usual place ramon gave her a poetry bo0k and told her all he want is dat she happie n live a normal life..on nite at 4.03A.m laura mother call her ask her to0 get ready for the heart transplant theres a donor----after the surgery laura was in stable condition the doctor break the news to her dat by a spanish new paper there a picture bout a body lying on the side road and she saw ramon name..she was shock.. the docror explain dat the donor was ramon..he been shot a the head by a gang a month before dat ramon come n see laura doc told her dat he wan her to have his heart incase anyting happen to0 him..all he wanted was dat laura live and have a life to grow old she cried n try to0 read the poetry bok dat -HOW DO I LOVE THEE-

i noe my synopsis does not touch ur heart but it touch mine..

i want to0 sleeP!!!!!

i just wanna sleep din sleep for the whole nite...
haiz..
i want to0 sleep.....~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

CAR????

today i went out yc with cousin and mum
to0 sign few papers...
btw my mum buying me a car..
is a second hand car..
W.. 4140 a 6years old car..
for my college use..
hurm..im not really into dat car..
but is better then no car at all..
atleast is my OWN car(because is under my name duh~)
the car cost like 12K i tink...
most probably i will get it dis week...
hurm...btw4140 is my bro birth date 1404=14april....
dats was it..
update so0n~~~

02jan09-presentation day

hurm...
as u noe the day b4 i went out to0 celerate my fren b.day..

so0 to0 exhausted and im sick...

i woke up at 11.. get prepared with my speech then went to0 college..

all the boring blablablabla...

the time was 3.40 hurm..

presentation start...

well...obviously my group is the fastest group to0 finish...

all went on great even get a hand shake from jeffrey coz i donnoe he say my slide show n video were kinda gud i tink..

then 4.03 my bro came to0 dkabd..

lol..

happie hahax..

hes kinda chubby compare to0 last time..

lolx..

sorry bro..

btw...

at 5.15 i speed back home..

kena scold from peiwen din bring sketch bo0k..

i din realize dat i speed 120 is kinda fast for new driver..

haiz...

btw dis is my bro^^

br0(angkat only la)

my video for presentation^^

wuhoo0!is 2009!

well..new year eve was sux.

stay home to0 do presentation slide show..

but new year was quite enjoying i ate till i got soartrought(is dat rite)???

but well...

i just eat n eat n eat..

but still got chat with frens..

ares^^

lol..

hes funny..have fun chating with him...

with his english upside down..

lol..

kinda crack me up...

hes a gud guy..

but its kinda sad for me!

my phone!!!g900!sony ericsson..

arghh...

just let it be..im sad enough..

but hey! there are few pic..

lynn nd me^^

ares and me^^