feeling~~~

dis is the feeling dat i bet most of u cant describe...
i don noe y out of the sudden dis feeling appear back into my life it seems long gone together my secondary skool life..but yet y!it just have to pop back into my life...im happy without dis feeling~just go away leave me alone dis feeling is just like a disease dat killing a relationship..
y i'm asking myself y???it have to be like dis?would it go away if i distance myself???i will if it may help me..but i cant do dats i just cant...the time is limit for all of us...but im still asking y???should i just go for it or just distance myself? every step of it have pro and con im scared of wat would happen..would i regret the decision dat i make?arrghh to much question dats going on in my brain~i talk to my bro bout dis his advice help alot which maybe help me make my decision...if dis feeling turn out to be dat critical...im really scared m'i jelous?m'i soft hearted?dat easily having dis feeling?till here now...crying myself to bed~just drop a comment if u have any advise..
apprieciate it~