wish she wouldnt see every happinest infront of her now...

doesnt mean by others people happienest is her own happinest flying away... =(

donnoe where to start...

felt like a ....

donnoe how describe the innerself of me...

what the point of telling pple???

really wondering...

wats the point...

myb im being to emo~~~

***sorry to whom i may or may not in directly say harsh word or might say sumting dat to0 overly serious even i noe u are not mean to*** i really sorry =(

I WISH LIFE COULD BE SIMPLE AS

ABC123

WOULDNT IT BE EASIER???

What had happen???

READERS!!!! im back...! after a few weeks cooling down from emo-ing like Shit~~~

so0 where should i start now???

hurm... should i start it after exam??? yea dats bring us back to Jeffrey burfday^^ hes finally 20! =) lolx...

we celebrated hes b.day at lowyat vege restaurant

the place was great...^^we kinda set a new "eating habits"

eat a cake without cutting it... well it actually better than u cut the cake which at the end you will end up have balance .... keke he told me hes happie~ i take hes word for it^^ kekex... dats goes the end of sem...

Sem break...

raya haiz... didnt actually lo0king forward at all~~~ seriously.. raya 1,2,3 wasssss so00000 bored... ==

ntg much can do~ cant even wake up late~ arghhh...

for the 1st week for Raya my mo0d... so0 damn bad~~~

emo-ing like Shit~ cried every nite for 3-4days.. til the last day of my emo-ing my eyes swollen... but im consider lucky i guess i got my big bro here... bro George thx for being here for me yea... u really the medicine i need dat time u talk facts to me make me noe wat really happening=)**bro i still remember wat i promise u last time yea** at 1st was planning to go ip0h dis sem break to get out from dis mess~~~ but than jeff told me hes fren cuming back from s'pore so0 its 0k i don mind tinking sum other place to go... Think Think think hard.. finally i told my mum "hey can i go to langkawi for break?" i cant believe she say yes!but im glad~ coz...cant say it here only 2 pple noe bout the story behind me n bro.... so0 here

LANGKAWI! i COME!

30/09/09-03/10/09

Langkawi was great i seriously like chenang peaceful the beach the enviroment out of dis mess in my life "was" driving me crazy~ 1st day i got there it was raining heavily not a gud time to go any where since i din noe the road coz my mum n me rent a car RM180 for 4 days? cheap huh?? for a wira?rm50 for 230km? keke i wont describe much here just post a few pictures...

** some of the photos i to0k**

4days 3 nites was fun and end FAST! lolx journey home was long i guess caring 13kg luggage's alone wasnt easy with does public transport but HEY! i aint complaining bout it because it was worth it^^ so0 i am now back to my daily life which im trying hard not to be back the way i felt so0..... working hard on it^^ well for 2 weeks break past fast dis time lolx =) and im happie with it!

NEW SEM

timetable was GUD! earliest class is at 10am!!!! and its only for a day latest is 6pm! can it get better than dat??? lolx... how did my 1 st day of college goes??? well the day b4 tuesday dat means monday jeff me ask me go out shopping with him n rek^^ sure the answer GOGOGO!!!! kekex...

tuesday rolling in we went to times Square BTW f.y.i dis 2 guy shop=buy tings but me.. im a gud girl for dat day din buy anyTHING! wakaka XD the day when well very exhausted == after walking around when back early for ashley bday fetch her at college then went to jj bought her polo T? yeayea^^ than rush fetch emily^^ we went to 4 season restaurant **winter season^^

blo0dy cold la WEI!!!! and the enviroment blueish color make us so0 difficult to read the menu~ felt like sitting in the fish tank wakakak XD we ate chit chat till 9pm everybody so0 tired @@

i hope my lil sis happie with the celebration =)

**HAPPIE BURFDAY ASHLEY**

HOw could a person have two innerself that have its own pro n cons that lead to 1 problem???
it's been hard~~~ not to have gust to face it!
just make a Quote for herself:

"battling with 2 innerself MAYBE hard~~~ like one have said.. face it or u will NEVER learn...but when is the time i gonna get dat GUST to againt all this???[ONLY TIME WILL TELL]"

hoping dis will make her stand strong~ XfingercrossX

how is like to0 be cry-ing for the past few nites???

NOT IN THE MOOD TO UPDATE ANY POST RIGHT NOW

14SEPT2009

will be updating a big post SOON! =)

MONDAY

01.41 A.m

just gonna skip the day before~(saturday) event which causing me major brain freeze @@

gonna fast forward to yesterday SUNDAY ^^

ntg much happen on sunday slept at 9Am till 1pm

after dat send car to fix back the alarm~

back home and watch drama...

was waiting for OH SHENG JEE to wake up....

promise me dinner with me~~~

but....

dis oh sheng jee veri beri geng

7.30am slept til 7.30pm @@

but yet we still go for dinner~~~

went at 9 had dinner at sri rampai station1

Jeffrey ordered

-egg soup yeemee

add on

-Yeemee = 2 yeemee for dinner @@

-egg cheese sandwish@@ + soya

dis guy really can eat!!!!!

wakaka XD

Teera(me)

-chicken soup

-orange juice (large)

-coslaw salad which i share with jeffrey~~~

talk alot of crap~~~

we started talking from 9pm to 11pm non stop~~~ walao ==

dis week gonna be a boring week my"teman" go back hometown 6days@@ O.M.G!!!

so0 tonite gonna stay up late kekex... MSN-ing all the way^^

then after dinner+supper i went back home then went out again yc reach home at 12am~

and now im here bloging~~~

till here now baibai la~~~

4thSept2009

02.18A.m

hurm...

wat im doin now???

facebook-ing

drama-ing~~

lately tink alot of tings...

sumtimes wondering why???

dis n dat...

but..

i guess i will let tings be the way it wanna be...

for now...

A.N.D

i donnoe y...

lately very Quiet don like to respond to pple~~~

just

oh,yea,no, u like,watever...

i would rather type then talk...

A.N.D

sorry if the way i react to sum pple a lil bit sensetive lately i donnoe why...

don worry i noe its not me~

just maybe i need time

space away from where i am now...

i wish i can do it dis coming holiday...

another wish

haiz...

_the end_