ALL I WANNA SAY ISSSSSSSSssss!!!!!!!!
i not happie
not happie
not happie not hapiiiiiEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mo0dless and THANK YOU!

mo0dless dats all can sum up my life...

lately my mo0d change faster n rapidly then pendulum~

i donnoe wat happen to me...

i just wish to be with pple who really understand me~

i don wish to communicate to pple that i are'nt close enuff..

if not i felt anger ranging to be fire out..

all i can say i don feel the way i'm last time...

sumtimes i only wish to communicate only to dat particular person don wish to face anybody ELSE...

seriously wat happen???to me???

i felt nobody understand me anymore wat i get is "beh song" words out from pple dat occur becuz of my current c2ation...

i wish i could shout it out

i wish i could say it out

i wish i could cry it out

i wish i could....

all are just wishes...

but im guess im lucky atleast i have two pple dat i can really open up to0...

my deardear vyn n jeffrey thank you for understanding me...

vyn thank you for listening to me be there when i need u~

jeffrey i wonder how u can read my mind??? u seems noe everything dat i tink even i din speak it out u seems to noe everything???how cum??? but thx for lending me ur ears... even i noe u currently have problem all i can say is thank you!~

**** really sorry to pple i din communicate or i just ignore i noe i ignore most of them i just not in the stage whre i can be the way i use to be...

all i can say i'm really sorry~

typoNIGHTMARElianism+jacPOphobia~

haiz tired exhausted dats all i can say~~~
been doin typo poster for 10hours
from 2-6pm then 10pm-3am
tomoro will be another typo day~~~

Dream~

so here the thing~ last nite i slept for like wat 4 hours then wake up for colege~
late for lec but still i make it the lecture started late~
2 hours of lec but i hardly put my mind on it~~~
even my mind can barely keep awake~
even fetching derek,jeff,chui and tengteng i barely keep focus~~~
my eyes was like cry-ing for mercy to sleep~~
haiz...
after lecture went to print~
at tbr then course rep told us dat class cancel i was like WUUHOOOO!!!!!! can go back sleep~~
but b4 dat need to hand in typo assigement~~~
then buy thing for typo last assigment...
to buy the material another headache~~~
the size and quantity damn~~
i don feel wanna mention here~~
finally back to tbr buy ting~~~==
i bought the minor ting already make me 100% broke!!! not a single cent inside my purse==
so0 after back home..
bath then chat with dear vyn for awhile then nap~~
here the WEIRDEST ting i dream about...

at 1st it was like normal in my dream i dream i was sleeping where sudenly i open my eyes.......

i saw jeffrey was at my ro0m sitting beside my bed smiling at me~~

i felt i almost shout asking him wat the.... u doin in my ro0m but yet im to tired to do so0 wakakaka.... told him bout dis and he laugh at me...==

he ask me with hes famous sentence "u ok or not??"

wakaka... was funny dream yet was so0 weird wat the hack sudenly he cum to my hse and in my ro0m~~==

btw u noe y dis paragraph is in purple??????? becuz he like purple~~ i tink...

oh yea btw later he say he will visit me again in my dream wearing BIKINI^^

wakaka... till here then baibai la!!~~~~

thank you my dear vyn!

today my deadear vyn help me edit dis 2 pic..
hehe i so0 like it man^^
thx dear... =)

jeffrey like the second picture coz hes in it ==

and he don like the 1st pic becuz he not in it ==

hes weird~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

wakakaka....

nitenite dat the update =)

wat i feel now~~~

wat i feel now is dat im damn sleepy~~~
my eyes barely open for few hours~
even i sit for few minutes i feel like sliding down sumwhere n doze off~~~
haiz..
wat hapening to me~~~
weekend im extremely tired~~
weekdays im extremely bz~~
haiz...

special message to my fren...
trust urself if u tink its rite
i noe u are a guy with ur own opinion n mindset...
just remember even nobody support u..
u still have us~
even theres no "us"
u still have me =)
even i not here...
u need remember u still have ur family =)
still remember u told me b4??
ur family always put u first!
just take care urself my fren... =)

30july:Life~

yoyo im back updating my blog~

lately eventhough my sleeping time like monkey time~

but hey i got my oldself back~ i donnoe why but i felt i have the old me back...

WELCOME back teera!!! kekex...

yeah im kinda at the stage where my mind goin wuuuwuuuhuuu~~~==

so0 wat happen today???

hurm...

ter sleep on the table while doin typo at 4.40am~ felt like 10min nap but! whoo0p! its 6.40am..

wat the hell.. i din even go thur my english presentation where i need to present like in 2 hours more!!!!! text alien coz i noe he din sleep coz let pple scold him to0 lazy jor kekex...

so0 reach college around 740 i tink la...why i remember coz i keep lo0king at the clock damn freaking scare im late== wat the hell~~

no coment bout the presentation~

skipskipskip to lunch~~~

well had lunch at clubhse~~~

lazy wan go out!!!

n the fo0d aint dat nice either.... bluekZZZzzz

so0 the lady at cashier out of the middle of nowhere told me instead telling me the price she told me other thing== whoa u punya lips sexy la...

wat the hell...

my lips seem to attract ladies more then man~==

dis make me flash back my NS memory where theres a LES sudenly run up to me n kiss me... vomit blo0d~~~

then 1st sem last year my best fren told me i like ur lips==

and my mama aint a fan of my lips she told me its thick~ damn~~

wakaka.. damn i do have prob with my mind noe myb im to stress make me u noe dis ==

finish lunch...

typo class??? well dat reallly a short class went off early damn exhausted ad...

b4 back went to tbr print sumting while waiting inside the for derek my car temperature went up the second last bar~ who0p scary~~~

called cousin he told me don drive stop for awhile~

but then i need send my fren back home..

so0 mic was there luckly so0 i ask them follow mic...

at1st was tinking i will wait there or wat...

alone nvm la don wan hold my fren back...

sudenly jeff say he follow me..

whoa..

1st wonder why...

but im glad he was there if not im alone wuuwuu~~~

jeffrey thx for not leaving me alone yeayea =)

my car remain average so0 jeff ask drive back home...

so0 i drive told dad ask him check then its ok to drive back^^

wuuuhhuuu~~~

lazy wat type ad time do typo^^

_OUT_

finally im 9teen??? lolx... 12JULY!

so0 im 9teen now??? lolx cant believe it...but yet im still a teen! wakakax...dis year b.day kinda have ups n down there WAS bad n go0d WAS sad n happy...here i will skip the UNhappie memories so0 on actual date dat was last week 12 july there was me lynn ashley jeff n derek went out to celebarte my bday yes it just a few of my group~ the day b4 we decide to celebrate it at sushi king =D so0 we went there obviously the bday girl are driving == sobs

kekex...

Sushi KING!

eat n EAT!!!! girls thx for dat day =)

MR.so0 li! thx woa... kekexx.. XD

so0 after dinner at sushi king we all went for a walk to sungai wang just "window shopping" keke din buy anything~ sobs but.... hey! i got my wish take the picture sticker kekex thx guys! muackXXX!
when we were at sungai wang 6th floor!
with my "lil sis"
ashley me n lynn!
Alien XD me lynn n derek

before we going back we to0k sum pic together! =)

i think u guys can guess whos shoe is dat kekex...

so0 basically we din went home straight we detour to mcd jalan pahang just simply coz it kinda to early~to be bck home~

so0n after we reach~

PICTURES again!!!!

MONKEY and ALIEN

=P

Before we going back~ pictures again kekex..

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1234 I LOVE YOU!

kekex XD

dats all for dat nite im happie =)

so0 i thought dat was it my bday just simple but yet im happie with it...

so0 im back with my daily life where college where i be...

Monday 13 july was actually normal day class rest then class again...

awkward-ly~ dat day on monday drawing class kinda finish alil bit early~ so0 alice ask me go early dinner i was like huh??? ohh ok~ cincai lor...

i seriously thought it was an early dinner~ so while driving jeffrey called me to go to feeling cafe dinner~ so0 ok lor but kinda abit =( coz lynn doesnt feel wan join so0 me n derek talk to her just dinner blabla all the she agree so0 great! everyone was there except bell~~~~

haiz so0 eat eat and eat finally alien me lynn n alice joined j0hn n david play po0l~

having a great time at the po0l table since dis is my 1st after 6 years ago kekex...

was enjoying the game then... suddenly

heard pple sang burfday song~ lolx SURPRISE!!!!!!!!

JEFFREY came in with burday cake auuuwwww~~~~ kekex...

they bought tiramisu for me since my name teera-mis you- saound alike rite??? kekex...

making a wish =D

alien presented monkey her bday cake wahahax...

THANK YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!

XOXOXOXO

update

will be updating my blog so0n stay tune!

day 29june-3july

29june monday class start at 12-6

12-1 engliash omg sien la...

then rest 1 hour had tbr for lunch back at colege b4 2pm i tink~

i skip lec

1st its sien

2nd i help jeffrey take pic for hes assgment

3rd don feel wanna go in after the photoshot~

finally the lec end early like 30min

so0 we went to block V for the last class of the day

drawing2....

drawing2 0k0k la... i got "private" teaching lesson for the sir...

deng~

then back home~

30th june tuesday was pretty fine day

but i late for my 12pm class lolx...

1pm end class went to sri rampai oldtown hang out there for like 2 hours...

then after dat send derek to hes hse coz mic coming to fetch them(lynn n derek)

then me nowhere to go~ went to jeffrey hse lepak there then help him finish hes last touch up of layout assgemnt..then 4.45pm we are out to tbr do printing...

reach colege around 5.15pm do mounting then still have lot of time remain wat to do lepak lor go club hse buy tings since most of us wan drinks..

started class at 6.30 mr.razif talk bout our new asgment then we are of! wuuhhuuu!!!! class off early leh keke then dinner at lrt station there..

after dinner back home =)

1july wednesday my repeat sub day i tell u sien like gila wan... beh tahan..

suffer la~~~donwan explain details nomore.. =(

2nd july thursday damn tired day la~~~

the nite b4 i sleep at 2 wake at 5.30 coz scare i reach late for my english test..

for the record i reach AT 7.30 am COULD U IMAGINE ME COME DAT EARLY TO COLEGE ????huh??? damn... waited for 30min sien like hel~ then when sir came in he told test start at 9 omg!!!!!i was @#$%%^^%&&^*!!!!!!!!! == ok fine 9am start end 10pm lor..

then 10am class cancel so0 we are frenn for 2hours...

where to go??? me jeffrey derek n lynn decided go steven conner sin there would be lot of restaurant open at dat timing~ 10-11 at steven 11-12 at jeffrey hse lepak with derek n lynn sien sumore jeffrey not feeling well...

12-2 very == class nothing much can do == haiz sien-ing till 2 lor then 2 hours went to carrefour survey tings for asssgment back at colege early for 20min so0 seat at lec hall getting ready place for sleep keke...drawing2 sleepy lec~ but dis time it was annoying lec omg beh tahan with the microphone sound~~~WAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then after dat drawing2 lec it was layout lec which i kind like it coz its short n simple hehe.... so0 to pasar malam lor!!!!! with derek b4 dat send jeffrey n tengteng home... after dat sri rampai here i come keke...

spend at pasar malam till my purse b0h liao~~ wuuuwwuuu~~~ really ntg inside liao~ round bout 1hour 30min back home send derek then home lor tired~~~

3 july friday which was yesterday had lec at 10am then 2 hours later lec end~ when to jj kfc to have lunch chat there for like 1 hour++ then b4 leave jj j0hn called derek class cancel~~~

wat to do??? go pavilion lor... keke went to metro fetch jeffrey then send tengteng n maiseah to tbr to buy sum tings~ then straight to pavi! was sleepy time to drive leh~~~

haiz reach pavi around 3?? cant remember~ then walk2 lor like no direction~ when pull n bear but ntg attract my eyes~ when to dorothy perkins also ntg except 1 short jeans but still consider buying it or not...

haiz...then when to nichii buy lor bought to cloth keke... finally~ then fei snail n vyn meet me up at nichii... vyn follow me walk round pavi dat pata kitty n snail... go paktoh keke... XD

walk round to find lynn n derek purse/wallet lynn manage to find 1 but sadly derek not~ haiz... went back early coz jeffrey not feeling well =( fever last nite haiz... deng! i forgot 5.30 is peek hour pple finish work! i stuck in jam~waaa!!!!

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all sleeping omg~~~ sien haiz... when almost reach sentul jeff woke up not feeling well haiz...while driving i ask him wan see doc??? but he still consedering~ finally he went =) keke i kinda force him keke...(told him b4 while hes at ipoh if by the time u back kl haven recover i sure drive u straight to klinik) guess i keep my word! keke brought him to my hse area klinik which is i see it since i was in primary scho0l.

so0 went in... doc say he have fever n very red throat haiz... i ask the doc wether he could get an injection keke.. coz he told us (me n derek) he wan injection finally he to0k it at hes BUTT! keke..

which numb for 2 hours~ wahaha...

after the injection like 30min he feel ok better~ while driving to colaclub...

went to gk colaclub we like the place there =) plannning to go there again...

chit chated for almost 2 hours i tink...then when mali conner da bao for dad then send all the guy home... finally reach home at 10pm! tired~~~

THE END =)