28december^^

slept at 5 cant sleep coz minor food poisoning..
the 3rd time for dis 2months..
god..
woke up at 1Pm^^
hehe..
done nothing much just upgrade the slide presentation then went out to0 starpark...
lepak-ING at cousin hse..
then go t0 desa sri hartamas..
then back to0 starpark yamcha with cousin at green rose..
back home at 10.30
chat with my baby tawtaw.. create really HOT chat lolx..
btw hes darn cute..^^really miss him... dat basically my day...

the guy with the coat is my baby^^i told u hes darn cute^^lolx...btw he just turn 18 ^^

ps:i not attach to0 him...duh~~~

juseE trandy house!

25 december its CHRISTMAS DAY
wake up at 11.3oa.m
plan to0 shop at the curve but at the end din go..
traffic jam!then decide go to0 my cousin shop(boutique) open ceremony
at jalan kucai lama...
they name it jusee trandy house
JUSEE
ju=JUliana
see=mui SEE
JU+SEE=JUSEE
bought a cloth but i din pay for it my puikor pay for it...(christmas present i should say) thx^^
the cloth cost him RM64
take few pic for them since i bring my DSRL
here are a few photo of the boutique

THANK YOU^^

problem in ME!!!!

2.30A.M-christmas day
MSN with jeff
tinking bout why...........
i created dis blog is to0 express my inner self...
where i can type wat ever i feel and tink...
just to0 say i have dis particular prob in me..
I HATE MYSELF!.. since secondary i guess...
i tink dis word when im alone.. for me im not gud enough not becoz of family background
is me my inner self..
i hate how i look..
i don diserve any gud tings dat happen to0 me..
i hate dis and dat..
i noe dat now im talking nonsence here...
pple who noe me say i look fine the way i am now...
cute adorable..
well dat for me is all crap~
i donnoe why dis happen to me..
it just like mo0d swing...
sumtimes i accept who i am but sum particular moment and time i seriously hate myself!
i donnoe why...
im sad...
just wanna cry...
but it is no use..
becoz i will still hate myself...
i just need a fren a true fren dat will listen the inner part of me...
but i guess it just a dream im losing all my frens now... all being cranky to0 me i just donnoe why...

- a true inner self of -teera_airen-

CHRISTMAS!

MERRY CHRISTMAS to all^^

well nothing much happen..

just hangout with cousin then back home..

Jeff msg me wanna join party at derek hse..

but well i refuse...because

1.no mood

2.lazy

3. TRAFFIC JAM!

4.late back sure kena ngam

5. haiz...

but is ok!theres still new year coming up!!!! merry christmas guys^^

teera_airen^^

mess up my mind!!!!!!

hurm..
since he sms me back...
i felt dat i really hate him i donnoe y...
my bro say hes a jerk..(luv ya bro^^)
i guess it is true...
im to0 dumb...
but luckly im not dumb enough to0 do wat he ask me to do b4...
having s3X with him god for godness sick!
stay pure till marriage la jerk...
maybe im blind coz i like him so0 much..
i just hope he wouldnt remember me anymore...
please let me be alone a life without u..
coz u are not worth it...
u told me b4 u fuck gurl becoz they hurt u..
so0 now i fuck u back coz u hurt me so0 much...
and u mess up my mind!!!

BTW:i tink i like sumone..
i guess~~~ shhh...
is a secret lolx^^

life haiz so0 sien...

im really sien of my life now...
i donnoe y...
lately see alot couple dating here and there couples just poping up like mushroom
felt kinda envy....
but i just have to face the fact that no one theres for me~
i just scared..
rejected everyone dat ask me b4...
i just scared they cant be sincere to me..
just me...
i don like guy who infront of u say sweet tings then behind u just like evil devil..
tons of gf..
is dis call selfish???
i guess..
but.. haiz..
maybe 1 of my prob is i donnoe how to respond to a guy
haiz....
life is sien...
ugly face like mine..
just dream bout!

21/12/08-weird day..

well..
is not actually weird day is kinda suprising day..
is been like 3month out of contact out of sight
then suddenly he msg me today at 6.57 A.M!..
and i donnoe y....
i just wanna 4get him...
i just donwan remember any of hes image in my head anymore...
haiz..
plz just leave far away from my life..
just 4get bout me...
please..

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of meI'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far awayI have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be,
nowGonna let the light,
shine on me
Now I've found,
who I amThere's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

dis lyric may be meaningless to u..
but it mean alot to me..
dis lyric discribe who i am.. trust me its true...

QUieTnesS

is 3.15 A.m now...god...
while doing my assigment..
suddenly i felt so0 lonely it kinda crip me out...
the quietness i just cant stand it..
i just tink..
i tink im the person who cant stand a place dat are so0 quiet...
i need life where hype is there...
music tv..
anything phone...
god cant stand the lonely-ness n the quietness now i guess i do need some one..
maybe sumone special???lolx it kinda funny tink it dat way i guess~
but i guess there noe one out there dat are rite for me...
how do pple accept me if i don really accpet who i am???haiz...
god misery of the lonely-ness n the quietness... i just have to accpet it now..~~~

SUNDAY!

babybaby

when we 1st met i nvr felt sumting so strong...(my ringtone)

mw:teera,u just wake up arr??(11.30)want go out????

teera: huh??go where??i got alot presentation slide show to do leh..

mw:o0 then nvmind lor...

teera:hurm..i can go out but for awhile only..

mw:awhile for how long???

teera: 3-4 hours

mw:3-4 hours ok ad...

teera:where u wan meet????mid arrr???

mw: nola klcc...

teera:o0 ok la..meet u at klcc then..

wake up then take bath...

1pm reach klcc...

meet up with meiwei at pc fair

i hate dat place~~~

but i bought a pendrive..

then get ourself out from there

when to foodcourt momoe wan buy mineral water

walk to teddytales-buy nasty stuff

then went to maxis center activate my 3g and mms

waited there for 1 hour

take few photo

meiwei and me^^ my honey for life^^ ps:im not les~~~

luv ya^^

me and momoe^^

we are frens^^