12dec08

bored-NESS
today as usual college..
reach college 30min after lec started..
after 10min in lec hall cabut when to canteen 2 n club hse...
lepak-ing for awhile then went to bernard class
sein all the time..
but atleast i learn sumting la~~~
2hours later walk to dkabf
oliver show sumting bout comourflage
then 10min group disscusion then my mum called..
told me dad argue with ex-puiso
all nasty words..
im glad im not there but im pity for my mum...
shes sick but have to cope with all dis nonsense
i just feel like slapping dat biatch...
not because of disrespect my dad...
but she making her daughter suffer...
i can sense the misery in dat lil soul of dat child...
yes she cant express wat she feel...
she just a kid..
but y u are so0 dumb n make dis brainless way out???
i been once in dat situastion and i can tell u i don like it...
because im lucky my mum...shes smart!
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mum fetch me at lrt wangsa..
then went to jj just to put the lil girl mind off the biatch..
treat her sum rides at jj
had dinner
then went back...
since my mum din feeling well..
i drive back home..
but unlucky is heavyrain n "banjir!!!!!god~~~
from 5min journey back home it to0k me 1hour
i hate driving in the rain..~~~
haiz..
basically dats my day...
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intro

since i sign up for dis blog i don really intro bout myself just basic name and age..
but heres my bio~

NAME: Nur Athirah airen

AGE: 8teen

D.O.B: 12 july 1990

STATUS: single minggle triangle

BRO/SIS: none-adopt alot

CRUSH: do have^^ guess who^^

HOBBY: photography,on9,chatting

SICKNESS: asthma-difficulties in breathing since small but now i guess is long gone~,allergies still have it tilll now

LIKES:novel,flyingfox,secret recipe,caremel,phone,sms-ing,hang out-yc,shopping,drama,music,sing k~

LOVES: family mum n dad,grandma-popo-uncle n aunts,cousins,nephew n niece,AND frens!!!

AIM IN LIFE: go overseas,a successful photographer and have tons of money^^

IDEAL GUY:doesnt have to be god damn good looking i will settle for a cute boy don really fancy handsome guy

BASIC FACTS: im to0 bad for anyone, so i don deserve anyone in my love life coz well just accept dat im ugly n fat...~(sumting happen b4 wanna noe just ask)

CURRENTLY: saving money to buy wide angle lens that cost Rm1000++ and 4 gb sd card

who0a!

i cant believe is almost end of semester
all the hustle going on in mylife... and is almost the end of the sem and year???
gosh how fast time past??? and next year im going be a year older???
god~~~time fast when is almost end of the year..is just like 1 a week = a day???
now is already end of week 10 of college.. next 3 weeks gonna have 2 presentation..
then exam???wat the.... and no study week!!!!!walao~~~
but still tons of work to be done...
btw theres nothing much happening in my life rite now less sleep and tension daily life..

wat about it???

i just have to type dis blog...
is 3.50pm now skip classes
my life currently is so0 up side down...
pressure tension strees hate!
i just cant stand it anymore...
he just wont listen to any of ur explaination..
y lec are all like dat..????????
not everyone tell lie if they are sincerly doing ur work..
hey atleast im trying to finish ur work not dat i doin anything else..
i still have other sub to0 tink im still human...
i have 13 drawing 2 sketchbo0k counted pages front n back =120 1 page =2 human figure
120x2=240 human figure..
design i got 2 proposal 1 group assigment
photography 4 pair work 1 group assigment
bm lanjutan 1 group assigment 1 presentation
dis work take time i still need a life here..
im not just comitet to only 1 assignMent
im so0 damn fuck up with my life now...
y he is forcing use to the max????

damn fuck up with her!!!idiot biatch!!!

i hate her hate her...
she is like devil in disguise...
wat kind of mother she is???
depan ckp lain belakang ckp lain...
hey u biatch pay my money back!!!
u owe me !!!!a babysitter money...
i feeling like slapping u !arrgghh so0 damn fuck -up with u...
im lucky my mum is here is not im sure gonna baang dat lady car..
wat park infront of my hse????hey old lady..
ur car is just pinjam only la..
don tink u are so0 yeng ad...
btw...try to be matured then me plz!!!!!!!!! ur like 31??? and im like wat 18???? for godness sick.. plz...
anddddd don act very yeng infront of me or my family~
a big thank you~~~~

january-december and story of family^^ and friends!

a story of a girl...
story start at the age of 18 year 2008
january
-new year!!!
-working
(nothing much happen)
febuary
-cny
-working
(basic daily life)
march
-stop working -preparing for plkn
18march---kisana beach resort pantai tok bali kelantan
heres where the story start

here where wat do u feel if family wasnt rite beside u~

im just like an alien came been send the earth all seem different

im scared i really scared i just dont wanna talk i wan go home just home where mom nagging me and dad wat he do best that is -nothing-

now wat io have is just my phone dat make me feel closer to my family

is been 3days now i still haven talk just answer pple ques between 3 days i just make 1 fren an indian fren she the only pple i have now...

she still in my heart the only pple understand me now-plkn-

is been 2 weeks now started few activies by then make few fren ageos nas n carmen^^

but i still not dat happie just cant wait till my parent come n visit me...home cook food rite from gombak^^-plkn food sux-

finnally the day is here at 10 yeah!got call from my mum

mum:ayang we reach ad come out k

jumping man^^

chitchat with mum and dad god~now i can feel how much my mum n dad luv me..

time fly suddenly clock strick 4 mum n dad have to go home feel of sadness just feels up in my soul

april

-normal stuff wat plkn pple do...

heres where i start to make fren with my kelantan fren

my dome mates emmie nie nani ida meza fatin..

here where i start to noe who is ur real/true frens are...

then plkn mates a kelantan guy aepi his cool the told me im the only girl he close to in plkn...

i really comunicate alot with him... time past fast really fast

i make frens with teacher cikgu madnoor cikgu manaf cikgu ika cikgu sitinoor

but dis month of april is kinda of bad luck sick when to medic quit alot of time alergies..

they done nothing just give me cream dat done nothing or make change to it

may

-counting my day to go home!!!!!!

8days more...

start to feel im don want go home early...

i wan to0 spend the time i have left we my fren

but haiz i tink i have the bad luck with me just week before im going home damn went to hospital twice and got an injection at the butt!shit~

darn alergies..

the was finally here i cry living my fren behind

i noe dis is the last time we going to see each other...heart break im not going to see u guys anymore aepi,emmie(my mummy),nie,nani,meza,fatin,ida

take care...

home sweet home

-started a new chap of my life-college-

june

-started to0 noe new pple again

yikcheng,joyee,peiwen,john,rek,jeff,lynn,mic,swei,c.hui,c.seng,tmaiseah,ongs.wei

july

-normall college stuff

12july my b.day nothing much happen boring b.day

august

forgot wat happen

september

-puasa

-exam

-jeff b.day make a card for him

-mum b.day

din actually buy her anyting just buy a simple ting dat she can use daily

october

-sem break

-raya(sux except the money^^)

-start college again

-ares b.day

november

nothing much stress month++emo month

-mic b.day

-mid term

-alot family problem

december

-updating soon-

gosh how time fly now is already end of the year

damn~~~~

argghh to0 many assignment!!!
drawing i still have 4 drawing 1 30pages sketchbook and 1 3vp drawing fuck shit!++++
other subject design 1 need to draw 9 visual drawing~cant even go for the college open day shit!!!!!!! due date is on next wed~i need a life la~~~~~

view my fs to0 see random photography!thx~

03DEC08

quit a relaxing day today...^^
go coll the come back for awhile take nap^^
god~~~never imagine wednesday can be so0 relax^^
then after dat went to0000 coll library...got shock saw spongERIC there hahax.. at 1st don really "perasan"him.. hehe sorry spongERIC^^ do all the bla bla bla bla...clock strike 3!went to block v203 bla bla bla bla again then go for photography class bla bla bla bout presentation then go home^^ damn relex hahax..
till here now its 3.30 A.M!!!! need to sleep^^

yeah yeah yeah~

kinda happie today~!!!^^ lolx pass my tamadun exam kinda shock i pass hahax....
at 1st for damn sure fail lor~then waa...34/50???wat the crap~~~hahax
higher then my 1st test leh~yeahyeah then photography ok la donnoe the mark/review yet but hope get gud marks lor coz most the ques i noe~ hahax...
now my blog the text need put colour lor coz spongERIC say very boring~need be like his blog very COlourful and alot pic^^yeahyeahyeahyeah~~~~

lolx~^^